19, Beatles, Spirituality, Meditation, Reiki one certified, Peruvian Shaman, Tarot Card reader, Spiritual Counselor, and house clearer

 

nightskeptic asked
It never is the greatest thing the first time, you know? It's usually better with someone you have a connection to, and when both people know what they're doing. The only consistent key to quality sex is having a lot of sex...or that's my experience, anyway.

Haha thanks you for the advice! It wasnt bad it just wasnt what I had expected it to be

This may be TMI… (So read at your own risk?)

but its a story I want to tell or at least get thoughts out somehow.
I had sex for the first time last night.
I wasn’t in love with the guy
Nor am i even dating or thinking of doing so
I didn’t see stars
I didn’t even feel the amount of love I thought I should or expected to when I first had sex.
I built it up to be this huge be all end all important thing and it really wasnt. 
I mean dont get me wrong, I can see how it would be or could be in the future.
Like I’m not sad that it happened- it was a cool experience.
I guess I just pictured something really different.

My trip was amazing. So many awesome things happened and I spent the last 5 days with some amazing people.