Thank you so much. It’s just sad not being able to tell anyone and have it basically rip you apart and then when people ask what’s wrong you can’t say anything out of
1. fear they wont believe you/ think your lying or trying to get attention.
2. Fear they will treat you differently.
3. Fear they might think its their fault (like people in my family)
And its generally frustrating. But thank you thank you thank you.