Haha thanks you for the advice! It wasnt bad it just wasnt what I had expected it to be
but its a story I want to tell or at least get thoughts out somehow.
I had sex for the first time last night.
I wasn’t in love with the guy
Nor am i even dating or thinking of doing so
I didn’t see stars
I didn’t even feel the amount of love I thought I should or expected to when I first had sex.
I built it up to be this huge be all end all important thing and it really wasnt.
I mean dont get me wrong, I can see how it would be or could be in the future.
Like I’m not sad that it happened- it was a cool experience.
I guess I just pictured something really different.